"Crucial Three"

throw my books away into the fire
I'm never gonna need those words again
page by stinking page
so the crucial three would understand
but I've lost all memory of them
I don't wanna lose anymore
chained by the crucial three to where I stand
I stand sweating on the shaky ground below
if the chain is broken
torn loose by the days
how would I ever know I don't see them anymore
I don't wanna lose anymore