Regret

I see the world before my eyes
Everything I love always dies
How could I survive
When my life isn't mine

I can't remember

There is a hole in my side
Where my pride used to be
My shattered ego runs and hides
Just for no one to see

I still can't remember

There is a place I can't go
A place where nothing moves
And as my heart begins to slow
In the tangled web I wove

I can't remember

I've always known my fate
To spend eternity searching
It's my love has long since died
Lord knows how hard I've tried

But I still can't remember

How could I ever live this long
When all I've loved is so far gone
A cruel twist of fate held me on
But soon enough I will be gone

Memories fade but pain is forever