it's cold and i hate thinking so much and that girl she said it's ok to wonder it's like you took away everything you never gave me now you're so nice but i don't have a thing to say to you it's not so hard looking into your eyes it's not so hard knowing you hate me i close my eyes and see the colors in the stars and all the rules make me so scared hey you kid get lost you're only in the way sometimes i think i wasn't supposed to be here it's not so hard looking into your eyes it's not so hard knowing you hate me